I don't understand why'd you have to appear once again in my life. When everything is so perfect, just the way it should be without you. Just when I was sure I will never run into you again.
It's the same thing every time- seeing the blurry figures, hearing you whispering senseless thing into my ear, while your the smoke which comes out of your pale lips keeps making a blurry screen between our faces.
You're ruining my life. I wish I never met you.
Your words have broken me far too many times. I can't speak to you without starting to doubt my feeling, my thoughts and everything else I am.
I already don't know for what should I hate you. all I know that the thought of waking up in your arms made me sick.
I want you out of my life.
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Be careful with what you wish for